Elbow to the gut and my face is sliding on polished maple. I want to throw up. Kowalski, third personal this half, and not one citation, forget about a foul out, like the ref’s out to prove a point: you’re on your own in this world, sister.
Back on my feet and I’m angry, I sprint across the court, hip check, snatch, hook shot outside the three-point arc.
Air between the ball and net—
Mic drop. The crowd chants my name:
“STONE! STONE! STONE!”
“Graciela! Graciela!” Papi is yelling ‘cause even though my alarm’s blasting less than two feet from my ear, I can’t hear it.
Fuck it—I hear it just fine. I’m just not ready to will this bod into motion.
“Graciela! You’re meant to open the bodega this morning,” Papi yells in a weak voice, grasping for its former strength. He finds it. “GRACIELA!”
Yeah, that’s my name. Gracie O’Leary. The Graciela is from my mother. The O’Leary is from my dad, the man yelling at me in that thick-ass Irish accent. This is a man whose father was born in a sharecropper shack in Alabama. No one, least no one in the US, would look at him and say anything but “black.” But he actually grew up in Wexford in Ireland, after his father got himself an Irish wife while serving in the US Air Force in Britain, and then moved to his bride’s home town rather than take his white wife back to Alabama. Papi’s lived in the flats the last thirty years, married a Latina woman, runs a bodega, speaks fluent Spanish. But he still speaks English with a thick brogue. Calls himself “Black Irish.” Why? Because he can.
My mom used to laugh at him. You laugh at my dad, you’re asking for it. Mama’s the only one he’d ever take that from. She’d laugh in his face and you could see him falling in love with her all over again. At the time I thought it was gross.
Mama isn’t around anymore. Been gone since I was eight, and I’m twenty now. No idea where she is or if she’s even alive. He tries to hide it, but I know Papi cries over her every day.
I probably should too. More than likely she’s dead. Buried in some Mexican jungle, if she was lucky enough to get a burial. The Big Round Up probably killed her. Or the cartels.
I should cry for her. But I don’t.
La Paz, barely visible behind the boxes of detergent, is giving herself a bath. Tortoiseshells are my favorite, but I’ll be honest, this cat’s a bit of a bitch. I’m sucking back blood from the scratch she gave me on my finger when a kid in a red hoodie saunters in.
From up the hill. You can just tell. Making sure you can see his labels. That swagger, based on nothing. You can’t even grow pubes, kid, that shitty facial hair you’re attempting’s a dead giveaway. Looking me up and down before sucking his teeth and walking along the cooler aisle like he pays rent on the place.
“Yo—you carry malt?” he says. “Old E?”
Eight-thirty in the—
“Sorry, no,” I say. “We don’t get that in the flats. Bud, Bud Light’s about it. Sometimes Coors.”
“Ain’t got no malt? Damn, son....”
An old lady in a faux-fur coat hobbles in, bee-lines for the counter. Nods at me, starts rifling through the lottery tickets, like she’ll recognize a winner when she sees it. I try to go back to finishing my final civics paper.
Another kid walks in, also in a hoodie, brown this time. Avoids my gaze. Glances over at Red Hoodie, still checking out the cooler. Red Hoodie glances back.
La Paz leaps from her perch beside the detergent and strolls over to the old lady. Rubs against her leg.
“Hello, little precious!” she says to the little bitch. Bodega cats, always a hit with the punters, as Papi would say.
Brown Hoodie says: “Yo—you carry malt?”
I stare at him. Brown Hoodie stares back.
I look over at Red Hoodie. He’s holding a knife, shining a crooked grin at me.
I look back at Brown Hoodie. Holding a gun on me. An expensive Heckler and Koch, clattering in his shaking hands. “Empty the fucking till, bitch,” he says.
There is a weird pause between the old woman seeing the gun in all its glory and the drawn out “AAGGGHHH!” that erupts from her.
Maybe it just seems that way because I’m watching this all in slow motion. It’s happening outside me, like the last play with eight seconds left on the game clock and down by one. Maybe it’s because I’m sick of hill rats coming down to play gangsta among us gutter dwelling flats folks, knowing that all they gotta do is get out the door and they can hide behind a wall of lawyers and friendly cops, prosecutors, judges, all in thrall to daddy’s money. Maybe it’s because just like in ball, you don’t steal from me, I steal from you. But my hand is reaching out and grabbing the gun and pulling it and his arm behind me before I even realize I’m doing it.
The gun fires, I feel the kick, my bones feel for a second like they’ve turned to powder, and still I don’t let go. At the same time, I’m pulling the aluminum bat out from behind the counter where we always keep it and—I’m positive—fracturing Brown Hoodie’s skull. I look down at him on the floor clutching his broken head, and there’s already a blood pool forming underneath it.
The old lady is screaming even louder now. La Paz starts licking up Brown Hoodie’s blood.
I look over at Red Hoodie. His eyes are saucers. I wonder absently what my eyes look like right then.
I walk out from behind the counter, holding the bloody bat. I’ve still got the gun in my hand, and probably I should point it at him, but in that moment, I forget I’m holding it.
Red Hoodie takes two steps back. “Yo, this—this was his idea,” he says, choking out the words.
“OK,” I say, walking slowly toward him.
He looks at the weapons in my hands. Drops his knife. Turns and sprints out of the bodega, the place my mother and her parents built with their own hands, the place my father sweats and bleeds over daily, honoring her memory, honoring the neighborhood she swore to serve. I watch him go.
I look back at the old lady. She’s stopped screaming now. Instead, she’s looking at me with an expression I’ve never quite seen anyone look at me with before.
Is it awe?
Or is it fear?
Graciella “Stone” O’Leary just wants a chance. A chance to use her basketball skills and her powerful intelligence to make a better life for herself and her father. But after a night as a prisoner of the Martins, the richest and most powerful family in town, she learns the painful lesson that in the "Merit" world that exists after the Cancelled Election, her future is not hers to decide.
A descendent of Boudica, the rebel queen who took on the entire Roman Empire, Stone is unwilling to accept that her birth as a daughter of the Flats Ghetto makes her a slave—unlike her friend, Rizzo, who has been condemned to the debtors’ “Chain Gang.”
Like Boudica, Stone is willing to risk everything, even her own life, to bring death and destruction on the elites who control her world and repress everyone not born to privilege. Stone, Rizzo, and others who join them, will fight not just for the impossible dream of overthrowing the system, but to inflict on the "Merit" elites a righteous nightmare of blood, fire, and revenge.
Containing stunning spot illustrations by the author, this scintillating neo-noir near-future novella is acclaimed cartoonist and comics artist Ho Che Anderson's first work of prose fiction in over twenty years.